life is a sexually transmitted disease that ends in death...

today isn't over yet...technically, there's still 6 hours or so to go. but it's been long...

amidst trying to study for an econ quiz, playing cards, trying to initiate an ono game, chatting with everyone who passed by the "khirkee" i was calling my home, and teaching ammar, shibli and usman how to attract chicks - i realized that i'm leaving next year. this next coming year is my last year at lums. i won't be able to call this my home after that, i won't be welcome back. the people i see on my visits will be strangers, much like my visits to my old school.

i don't want to leave. i want this moment to stop now. it's not fair. i didn't know when i entered university that the four years that seemed endless then would go by much faster than expected. not that i could have done anything about it had i even known, but still, it's not fair...